i'm thinking of Otakon right now....

CONSPLAY is hard to think of...

i think i'll just go as what i always go as...i dunno...i'd like it if i were Ryu Haybusa...or something...but i dunno i'f i'd get the money for it...guess i'll just have to customize my ninja uniform again....i dunno. i'll think of something...


I'll post pics up of me consplayin' in various VARIATIONS of the Shinobi family!
just tell me what you think when you ever see them...if i ever get the time...

*groan*

I'm gonna go Trick outside now....

OMG!!!!
THERE'S TOO MUCH TO DO!!!!!

AFTER I GET BACK FROM FLORIDA?!!

in response to DA point of view:
Hears what i have to say...

OK....i dunno how many of you ACTUALLY keep up with everthing... OR
IF there are those WHO actually keep up with your;

1. ALL of your Journals!
2. ALL of you Deviations
3. ALL of your Messages (including your friends)

I can't keep up...

I'm not angry, just frustrated... I dunno what you do when you find a new friend on DA.
Whether you check all of the subject for that person. or not but i do...i'm too compationate...
(y'know the; scrapbook,deviations,journals,Etc)
ALLL OF THESE and actually keep up and look at everything!

Ughh all you guys have sumbitted over 1000 submissions and i'm so very slowly working my ther but they
just keep multilpling!!

But its not TOO much of a problem... Even though it sound like one...or am i just in denial?

i'm updating this again soon.

Hey guys...sudden story and mood change...i'm visiting Florida. My parents had to come down here, so i got to be with me WONDERFUL AUNT AND COUSIN for a while...i love it down here. And guess what they had me do...THEY HAD ME CUT MY HAIR!!!!

This is what i look like now...as soon as i get another pic of me with my hair before you'll freak out FOR SURE! IT WAS LONG!

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I KNOW!

I donate it to "Locks of Love" and i got a sushi dinner afterward!!!
I *%&ING LOVE SUSHI!!!!!!!!!

I'm ok now...Percie being gone and everything...i still wear her little blue collar bell on my wrist. I always look behind me thinking that she there...but she never is...I know it seems morbid, but it still remind me of her where ever i go now. It has meaning to it. y'know.

RANDOM THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT:

I wanna finish being here in florida. and go home and finish school and run, tumble!!! OMG!

I'm suffering, not only do i get a workout down here and i'm getting stronger...but i got pummled by palm tree while walking Molly...she got excited when she saw another dog she gunned it and i lost my balance and slamed my chest on the tree, tearing my shirt up...wasn't pleasent...

I wanna get a another kitty...

Does my hair look asain to any one? ...sometimes.... i dunno what that EVEN means...i think.

I wanna run...but my sprained ankle hurts....again.

I wanna get my ass kicked...or vice-versa?....i could care less...i love to spar...i think.

Hey guys...sudden story and mood change...i'm visiting Florida. My parents had to come down here, so i got to be with me WONDERFUL AUNT AND COUSIN for a while...i love it down here. And guess what they had me do...THEY HAD ME CUT MY HAIR!!!!

I KNOW!

I donate it to "Locks of Love" and i got a sushi dinner afterward!!!
I *%&ING LOVE SUSHI!!!!!!!!!

and i got a potential job...i'll update on that soon.

To everyone who has read my entries so far...i am truely grateful. No, words of thanks
cannot possibly be enough to show how grateful i am for everyone of you guys that have spoken
to me. Whether it was a story, a feeling, advice, or an opinion...within every fiber of my
being, heart, soul, and my life... is filled with happiness for the kindness and
compassion that you have shown me.

So hears whats happened...

Percie has stopped eating. She'll lick the food for a few seconds and then leaves...but
she's drinking still. I think thats good. However, she isolates herself in places of the house
that i have never seen her in before. plus...she whails mournfully when she's alone....
i can't can't bare to her that... but theres something odd about her actions lately when she is touched.
When we pet her, she immedatly start to purr. I mean like LOUDLY!!! She does a really good
mini-motor immatation! lol! ...However, this is normal for when a cat is suffering in pain...
it isolates itself and suffers alone. When you start scathing behind the ears, or something comforting,
it becomes EASILY affectionate and happy and start to purr.
I'm not so sure why, but i'm sure it wants to focus on the good feeling before the pain starts up again.
I dunno. But she is stumbling and limping a little, so...

To everyone that has prayed with me so far...on such SHORT notice. I've come to a conclusion.

Her story has reached a climax...

For those who have prayed with me...say one last big for her...

Today, after 12pm she will be put to sleep.

I'll be going to class, come home and i will take to her in...

This is the best for her...right?

I dunno if i'll be the same person...after when she dies.

i'm going now.